intro (end of the world) extended

How can I tell if I’m in the right relationship?
Aren’t you really supposed to know that shit?
Feel it in your bones and own that shit?
I don’t know
Then I had this interaction I’ve been thinkin’ ‘bout for like five weeks
Wonder if he’s thinkin’ ‘bout it too and smiling
Wonder if he knows that that’s been what’s inspirin’ me
Wonder if he’s judgin’ me like I am right now
I don’t care

I’d rather tell the truth
Than make it worse for you
If the sun refused to shine
Baby, would I still be your lover?
Would you want me there?
If the moon went dark tonight
And if it all ended tomorrow
Would I be the one on your mind
Your mind, your mind?
And if it all ended tomorrow
Would you be the one on mine?

Please pay me no mind
While I jump into your skin and change your eyes
So you see things through mine
Can’t you sense me? I’ve been right here all this time
Would you still be here pretending you still like me?
Pretending you don’t regret not thinking before asking
Now you’re long gone in Cali
And me, I’m still unpacking
While I even allowed you on the flight

I broke your heart because you broke mine
So me, I am the bad guy
‘Cause I’d already grieved you
And you started to realize
I do need you
(I did)
I wish I could un-need
So I did